The other side

This week something crazy happened, I got over it.

One night I went to sleep and the next morning I woke up and realized I am the one that is causing my own unhappiness in so many situations. It's time to let certain things (and people) go and get on with being my own little pot of gold.

It's actually quite stimulating, I'm getting close to the point where I'm waking up smiling. Imagine! There is, right now, this great lightness of being in me. I'm coming back to old dreams and working on how to fulfill them. It's really rather exciting!

Part of this I think is the light at the end of the tunnel with the second job- 12 more working days to go. And then as a bonus I'm off for two weeks back to the coast.

I have been feeling some trepidation about going back there for a while. It brings back dreams I have had about going back there and then someone stealing my ticket so I can't leave. But I can leave, just like I'm not going back to my job in high school ever again. SO instead of dread, I'm working on excitement. Things I am looking forward to: seeing my peeps- you know who you are!, going to the beach, smelling the ocean, kayaking, Rathtrevour, picnics and happy hour with my Nanny, not working for two weeks, being overdressed, the upcoming wedding, Denman Island, my parents hot tub (which better be working!), lake swimming, night swimming, sailing. Ok- there is much to look forward to!

An update on my little proton and neutron, they are hanging out with each other which makes me so happy. I think they will enhance each others lives immensely.

I'm really looking forward to having more time available for myself. I feel like I am ready now to get out into the world and stop punishing myself or hiding out. I tried the workaholic thing, it's not my cup of tea. I'm ok with that though!

I suppose that is all I have to say for right now, I realized I hadn't posted in quite a while, but times were rough and I didn't feel like being a whingey blogger.
With more time on my hands I hope to upkeep the blog more regularly and perhaps even on topics! imagine!

I have a party I'm hosting today so I should get back to it, I love throwing parties. I was just imagining what kind of party I could throw if I was spending someone else's money.

So from Michelle-Land, things are well, I made it through to the other side and it's nice over here. All rainbows and sunshine and that kind of malarky. (wow I sound medicated... I'm high on life!!!!!)